Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Charismatic Villain
I've always been intrigued by the role of the villain in all stories. What's their motivation? How did they become who they are? Do they real believe their sense of morality is correct? Do they even have a sense of morality? Is their ultimate goal just an aimless ambition or are the 'heroes' the ones who don't see the bigger picture?
Friday, August 05, 2011
Senseless Acts of Violence ...
A murder–suicide is an act in which an individual kills one or more other persons before or at the same time as killing him or herself. The combination of murder and suicide can take various forms, including:
Suicide to facilitate murder, as in suicide bombing
Murder which entails suicide, such as driving a car of four off a bridge
Suicide after murder to escape punishment
Suicide after murder as a form of self-punishment due to guilt
Joint suicide in the form of killing the other with consent, and then killing oneself
Murder before suicide with the intent of preventing future pain and suffering of family members, such as a husband killing his
wife and children before suicide.
Many spree killings have ended in suicide, such as in many school shootings. Some cases of cult suicide may also involve murder.
So my question is this … why you gotta take another life when you're too cowardly to live your own … Inquiring minds want to know but may never know the answer since the people we're asking are dead ...
Suicide to facilitate murder, as in suicide bombing
Murder which entails suicide, such as driving a car of four off a bridge
Suicide after murder to escape punishment
Suicide after murder as a form of self-punishment due to guilt
Joint suicide in the form of killing the other with consent, and then killing oneself
Murder before suicide with the intent of preventing future pain and suffering of family members, such as a husband killing his
wife and children before suicide.
Many spree killings have ended in suicide, such as in many school shootings. Some cases of cult suicide may also involve murder.
So my question is this … why you gotta take another life when you're too cowardly to live your own … Inquiring minds want to know but may never know the answer since the people we're asking are dead ...
Update ...
Dang. It's been a while … last post was in February.
Well I've been work work work work working too much. Still trying to #HandleThat.
In the meantime, I've been catching my friend Saela's blog at http://krisaela.wordpress.com/ … so y'all check that out.
Got that "Southside Houston Music" and "Problems" complete … hit me if you wanna try those out.
for now … #thatisall
Well I've been work work work work working too much. Still trying to #HandleThat.
In the meantime, I've been catching my friend Saela's blog at http://krisaela.wordpress.com/ … so y'all check that out.
Got that "Southside Houston Music" and "Problems" complete … hit me if you wanna try those out.
for now … #thatisall
Saturday, February 05, 2011
I Hate You
I hate the fact that I love you
I hate your beautiful smile
I hate that you knock down my guard
I hate that I miss you once and a while
I hate that I can see the stars by looking in your eyes
I hate that you're the cause of my lows and highs
I hate the fact that at night you're my last thought
and the first when I wake up, before sunlight is caught
in my eyes, I hate that about you too
I hate that you make me weak, and I don't know what to do
I hate the way you look at me, removing worry from my mind.
I hate that your touch feels so soft and genuine.
I hate how each caress takes me further from this place.
I hate the way your voice throws me into a daze,
I stay lost and confused.
I hate how you do that too.
I hate your walk, with each step you take.
I hate your confidence, and how it grows at my sake.
I hate most things, that come to mind when I think of you,
But the thing that I hate most about you, is the fact that I love you.
Copyright Joseph F. Carr II & Ashley N. Curry © 2011
I hate your beautiful smile
I hate that you knock down my guard
I hate that I miss you once and a while
I hate that I can see the stars by looking in your eyes
I hate that you're the cause of my lows and highs
I hate the fact that at night you're my last thought
and the first when I wake up, before sunlight is caught
in my eyes, I hate that about you too
I hate that you make me weak, and I don't know what to do
I hate the way you look at me, removing worry from my mind.
I hate that your touch feels so soft and genuine.
I hate how each caress takes me further from this place.
I hate the way your voice throws me into a daze,
I stay lost and confused.
I hate how you do that too.
I hate your walk, with each step you take.
I hate your confidence, and how it grows at my sake.
I hate most things, that come to mind when I think of you,
But the thing that I hate most about you, is the fact that I love you.
Copyright Joseph F. Carr II & Ashley N. Curry © 2011
Untitled
I love to watch you when you sleep
cause that's when you're the calmest
Memorizing your face for an image
that keeps me honest
Cause I like to think about
more than just doing you
Motivated just like when
I was pursuing you
You had my heart from the start
it was never in question
When others came around
with all these negative suggestions
I knew that this would last
when you saw right pass my past
I'm slowly falling fast
Do you get it? Dont ask
Now I'm writing about it
Call it blogging
Cant keep running from my love
so start jogging
If I had to
Girl I'd walk the earth for you
Start my life from birth for you
Claim the world as turf for you
Now we're committed
but you don't have to stay, no pressure
But if you walk away
I'll feel buried, no treasure
I usually say
whatever I want to say
but currently no words
are coming my way
I'm speechless
Feels like there's no way I can beat this
Tell me how I treat this
straight up do I meet this
or do i turn and run away
live to fight another day
until I find the words to say
Girl don't play
This is like a very sad love song
Where doing right feels wrong
And doing wrong feels right
All night
But at least now we know
this is forever give and go
on our unselfish flow
and all we have to show ...
is love
cause that's when you're the calmest
Memorizing your face for an image
that keeps me honest
Cause I like to think about
more than just doing you
Motivated just like when
I was pursuing you
You had my heart from the start
it was never in question
When others came around
with all these negative suggestions
I knew that this would last
when you saw right pass my past
I'm slowly falling fast
Do you get it? Dont ask
Now I'm writing about it
Call it blogging
Cant keep running from my love
so start jogging
If I had to
Girl I'd walk the earth for you
Start my life from birth for you
Claim the world as turf for you
Now we're committed
but you don't have to stay, no pressure
But if you walk away
I'll feel buried, no treasure
I usually say
whatever I want to say
but currently no words
are coming my way
I'm speechless
Feels like there's no way I can beat this
Tell me how I treat this
straight up do I meet this
or do i turn and run away
live to fight another day
until I find the words to say
Girl don't play
This is like a very sad love song
Where doing right feels wrong
And doing wrong feels right
All night
But at least now we know
this is forever give and go
on our unselfish flow
and all we have to show ...
is love
Thursday, January 06, 2011
Mythology of A Mad Man - Episode 4 (Insanity or Genius)
Guess it's my turn to take a hot track by @KngHenryIV and put my spin on it ... @Psilegend
Mythology Of A Man
Mythology Of A Man
New Leak ... "Let's Find Out"
Break Dem Boyz Off (Demo)
This time the three ant the twelve turned on the mac to give you a new song with an old school feel.
The video kinda explains itself.
PS - It's cold so I'll cut my hair later lmao
We're still missing the crowdy poosta, @djsuchandsuch
Follow us on Twitter (We're kinda funny too):
@PsiLegend
@T3ch_Psiport
@DjSuchandSuch
@kmmayo439
@Ambitious_grlMD
@princessdiana08
and Holla at people working with us on the project:
@knghenryIV
@mwalker357
@GHill2
The video kinda explains itself.
PS - It's cold so I'll cut my hair later lmao
We're still missing the crowdy poosta, @djsuchandsuch
Follow us on Twitter (We're kinda funny too):
@PsiLegend
@T3ch_Psiport
@DjSuchandSuch
@kmmayo439
@Ambitious_grlMD
@princessdiana08
and Holla at people working with us on the project:
@knghenryIV
@mwalker357
@GHill2
Tuesday, January 04, 2011
Southside Houston Music
So we've been messing around with these sessions. We dont have all the musicians in the world but the train is filling up ....
Check it out ...
Check it out ...
Friday, December 17, 2010
VS
I love her ... sane or insane
all the while I hate her all the same
for her I would give my life
even though she's the antagonist who causes me strife
I don't remember life before she joined my memory
though I'm sure she could forget me easily
I try my best not to cause her pain
and she tries her best to be like a drill going into the brain
....
all the while I hate her all the same
for her I would give my life
even though she's the antagonist who causes me strife
I don't remember life before she joined my memory
though I'm sure she could forget me easily
I try my best not to cause her pain
and she tries her best to be like a drill going into the brain
....
Sacrifices
I vow to give my family everything I have,
Until I have nothing left,
I vow to ensure not only our present,
but our futures wont be riddled with debt,
I promise to not eat until they've been fed
I promise to leave them only wealth when I'm dead
And though they may never understand it while im alive
To keep them from sacrificing, I will strive.
Until I have nothing left,
I vow to ensure not only our present,
but our futures wont be riddled with debt,
I promise to not eat until they've been fed
I promise to leave them only wealth when I'm dead
And though they may never understand it while im alive
To keep them from sacrificing, I will strive.
Wednesday, December 08, 2010
You & I
As I explore every nook & cranny of your mind
I take the time that you fail to realize
Is valueable to study the gaze of your eyes
The window to your soul, the place that binds
Us together in a knot ... Oh so tight
A strong steady bond that I can't fight
Or break or even try to untie
As I give up I carefully begin to examine why
Heaven gave you away or why there's a blue sky
Instead of red, the color of your heart, the place where I lie
The home of your feelings which cause you to feel pain and cry
In a way I don't want to see because I'd rather die
Than to see you hurt it causes my soul & heart to sigh
Which makes me dedicate my whole life to try
To give your being peace, the whole world I would buy
If I could but I can't so it's no surprise
That I'll just hold you and protect you in these arms of mine
Always and forever, 'til the end, together, You & I
Copyright Joseph F. Carr II © 2009
I take the time that you fail to realize
Is valueable to study the gaze of your eyes
The window to your soul, the place that binds
Us together in a knot ... Oh so tight
A strong steady bond that I can't fight
Or break or even try to untie
As I give up I carefully begin to examine why
Heaven gave you away or why there's a blue sky
Instead of red, the color of your heart, the place where I lie
The home of your feelings which cause you to feel pain and cry
In a way I don't want to see because I'd rather die
Than to see you hurt it causes my soul & heart to sigh
Which makes me dedicate my whole life to try
To give your being peace, the whole world I would buy
If I could but I can't so it's no surprise
That I'll just hold you and protect you in these arms of mine
Always and forever, 'til the end, together, You & I
Copyright Joseph F. Carr II © 2009
My Chance (Just Because ... )
My love is torn, My heart is mangled
I'm trapped in the walls of a relationship triangle
On one side my heart belongs to one who's love is another
But this one won't let me go, I have to stay and be the brother
On another side my love has finally seen the light of day
But why must this one I love be so far away
Yet there's another side which love will never see
Because on this side a friend is all I'll ever be
Turn this way and that, these boundaries will never fall
Cause there's no stonger containment than being trapped in love's walls
Copyright Joseph F. Carr II© 2009
I'm trapped in the walls of a relationship triangle
On one side my heart belongs to one who's love is another
But this one won't let me go, I have to stay and be the brother
On another side my love has finally seen the light of day
But why must this one I love be so far away
Yet there's another side which love will never see
Because on this side a friend is all I'll ever be
Turn this way and that, these boundaries will never fall
Cause there's no stonger containment than being trapped in love's walls
Copyright Joseph F. Carr II© 2009
Love's Walls
My love is torn, My heart is mangled
I'm trapped in the walls of a relationship triangle
On one side my heart belongs to one who's love is another
But this one won't let me go, I have to stay and be the brother
On another side my love has finally seen the light of day
But why must this one I love be so far away
Yet there's another side which love will never see
Because on this side a friend is all I'll ever be
Turn this way and that, these boundaries will never fall
Cause there's no stonger containment than being trapped in love's walls
Copyright Joseph F. Carr II © 2009
I'm trapped in the walls of a relationship triangle
On one side my heart belongs to one who's love is another
But this one won't let me go, I have to stay and be the brother
On another side my love has finally seen the light of day
But why must this one I love be so far away
Yet there's another side which love will never see
Because on this side a friend is all I'll ever be
Turn this way and that, these boundaries will never fall
Cause there's no stonger containment than being trapped in love's walls
Copyright Joseph F. Carr II © 2009
Realize: Part III (Loss)
I realized eventually that our love you could not see
I realized and now I know but I still won't let you go
It took me years and now I fear
I'll just lose your loe right here
It's no surprise, look into my eyes
Love should make you realize
I realize ... That true love will never lie
I realize ... That true love will never die
No it won't lie, No it will never die
It will be here for all time
And you will see, that our LOVE it was truly meant to be.
Copyright Joseph F. Carr II © 2009
I realized and now I know but I still won't let you go
It took me years and now I fear
I'll just lose your loe right here
It's no surprise, look into my eyes
Love should make you realize
I realize ... That true love will never lie
I realize ... That true love will never die
No it won't lie, No it will never die
It will be here for all time
And you will see, that our LOVE it was truly meant to be.
Copyright Joseph F. Carr II © 2009
Realize: Part II (Discovery)
I realize from dusk to dawn that i've finally found the one
I realize from dawn to day that the heavens have found a way
To give me a love that is my own
And I hope time will condone
The feelings of love that we both share
love will always be right there
I realize ... That true love will never lie
I realize ... That true love will never die
No it won't lie, No it will never die
It will be here for all time
And you will see, that our LOVE it was truly meant to be.
Copyright Joseph F. Carr II © 2009
I realize from dawn to day that the heavens have found a way
To give me a love that is my own
And I hope time will condone
The feelings of love that we both share
love will always be right there
I realize ... That true love will never lie
I realize ... That true love will never die
No it won't lie, No it will never die
It will be here for all time
And you will see, that our LOVE it was truly meant to be.
Copyright Joseph F. Carr II © 2009
Realize: Part I (Enlightenment)
I realize that I'm alone when I go to sleep at night
I realize that when I awake, there's no love companion by my side
No time to waste, no way to escape
i know i have to meet this girl someday
She will be here with me and you will surely see
That it was truly meant to be
I realize ... That true love will never lie
I realize ... That true love will never die
No it won't lie, No it will never die
It will be here for all time
And you will see, that our LOVE it was truly meant to be.
Copyright Joseph F. Carr II © 2009
I realize that when I awake, there's no love companion by my side
No time to waste, no way to escape
i know i have to meet this girl someday
She will be here with me and you will surely see
That it was truly meant to be
I realize ... That true love will never lie
I realize ... That true love will never die
No it won't lie, No it will never die
It will be here for all time
And you will see, that our LOVE it was truly meant to be.
Copyright Joseph F. Carr II © 2009
My Unborn Child
Conceived out of love or maybe even lust
My heart still fills to the brim ready to bust
Inside of her body carried with care
My future, my love, the one she will bare
Boy or girl? What's a unique name?
My life became hard so yours won't be the same
I will be your provider and your protector
Your life is guided between me and the hands of the creator
When she feels you kickiing we never feel lonely
You may be my first but hopefully not my only
You will be strong and smart that's for sure
I'll always have your back because my love for you is so pure
To you this I pledge with the brightes smile
I give you all my love my unborn child
Copyright Joseph F. Carr II © 2009
My heart still fills to the brim ready to bust
Inside of her body carried with care
My future, my love, the one she will bare
Boy or girl? What's a unique name?
My life became hard so yours won't be the same
I will be your provider and your protector
Your life is guided between me and the hands of the creator
When she feels you kickiing we never feel lonely
You may be my first but hopefully not my only
You will be strong and smart that's for sure
I'll always have your back because my love for you is so pure
To you this I pledge with the brightes smile
I give you all my love my unborn child
Copyright Joseph F. Carr II © 2009
Can't You See!
I don't know and I don't understand
Why you can't see what everyone can
They can see me and you together forever
and they think that I'm your man
Only God can make a love like this
So this is a chance that I won't miss
We don't know what this can be
So let's give it a try and we'll see
\Can't you see
I think about you girl being my lady
Every single minute in my life
That's why one day I'll ask you to be my wife
If you ask me, I can see
You being the girl that I call my lady
Every single minute in my life
I know you'll be my wife
That's why I have to keep you in my life so you can realize
Copyright Joseph F. Carr II © 2009
Why you can't see what everyone can
They can see me and you together forever
and they think that I'm your man
Only God can make a love like this
So this is a chance that I won't miss
We don't know what this can be
So let's give it a try and we'll see
\Can't you see
I think about you girl being my lady
Every single minute in my life
That's why one day I'll ask you to be my wife
If you ask me, I can see
You being the girl that I call my lady
Every single minute in my life
I know you'll be my wife
That's why I have to keep you in my life so you can realize
Copyright Joseph F. Carr II © 2009
I Come Through
I`m writing this letter to let you know how I feel,
Expressing my love for you will always be real,
I want to know if you will be my lover,
Because if there`s you there can be no other,
I'm asking right now "Do you really love me?"
Because that is the way I've always wanted it to be,
Through all seasons: Summer, Winter, Spring & Fall
I'll still love you if I lose them all,
Now that some feelings have been expressed,
I`ll let you know why other girls are impressed,
By your beauty which is unmatched,
And you personality attracts,
I come through everyday,
and you know I will do things your way,
I love you
I come through and I`m showing my love,
from here up to the heavens above,
Do you love me too?
Copyright Joseph F. Carr II © 2009
Expressing my love for you will always be real,
I want to know if you will be my lover,
Because if there`s you there can be no other,
I'm asking right now "Do you really love me?"
Because that is the way I've always wanted it to be,
Through all seasons: Summer, Winter, Spring & Fall
I'll still love you if I lose them all,
Now that some feelings have been expressed,
I`ll let you know why other girls are impressed,
By your beauty which is unmatched,
And you personality attracts,
I come through everyday,
and you know I will do things your way,
I love you
I come through and I`m showing my love,
from here up to the heavens above,
Do you love me too?
Copyright Joseph F. Carr II © 2009
I'm Sorry
I'm sorry I'm not the man you want me to be,
I'm sorry I'm not the man in your fantasy,
But I wanna know, why you can't see me for what I am?
And I have to say, that I would've done anything to be your man
I'm sorry ... I'm sorry I'm not what you want me to be
I'm sorry ... I'm sorry I'm not in your fantasy
I'm sorry ... and I apologize
For not being everything in your eyes ... I'm sorry
I'm sorry if either one of us ever felt misery,
I'm sorry you made the mistake to be with him and not me,
Though we may, act like we are best of friends, yes we do,
I have to say that this can't be I'm still in love with you
I'm sorry ... I'm sorry I'm not what you want me to be
I'm sorry ... I'm sorry I'm not in your fantasy
I'm sorry ... and I apologize
For not being everything in your eyes ... I'm sorry
I'm sorry that love was never conceived in your heart
I'm sorry that we're so close yet we're so far apart
Didn't mama say, "Never let a good thing ever slip away"
But regardless of that fact, there's just one thing left to say
I'm sorry ... I'm sorry I'm not what you want me to be
I'm sorry ... I'm sorry I'm not in your fantasy
I'm sorry ... and I apologize
For not being everything in your eyes ... I'm sorry
Copyright ©2006 J. F. Carr II
I'm sorry I'm not the man in your fantasy,
But I wanna know, why you can't see me for what I am?
And I have to say, that I would've done anything to be your man
I'm sorry ... I'm sorry I'm not what you want me to be
I'm sorry ... I'm sorry I'm not in your fantasy
I'm sorry ... and I apologize
For not being everything in your eyes ... I'm sorry
I'm sorry if either one of us ever felt misery,
I'm sorry you made the mistake to be with him and not me,
Though we may, act like we are best of friends, yes we do,
I have to say that this can't be I'm still in love with you
I'm sorry ... I'm sorry I'm not what you want me to be
I'm sorry ... I'm sorry I'm not in your fantasy
I'm sorry ... and I apologize
For not being everything in your eyes ... I'm sorry
I'm sorry that love was never conceived in your heart
I'm sorry that we're so close yet we're so far apart
Didn't mama say, "Never let a good thing ever slip away"
But regardless of that fact, there's just one thing left to say
I'm sorry ... I'm sorry I'm not what you want me to be
I'm sorry ... I'm sorry I'm not in your fantasy
I'm sorry ... and I apologize
For not being everything in your eyes ... I'm sorry
Copyright ©2006 J. F. Carr II
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